2009年11月16日星期一

MY my....

yup yup yup....SPM's tomorrow...and heck wat on earth am i doing right here at this moment??

Darn it...I do forget the existing of my blog.....^^....gratuation...check....last day on skol....check....yup wat else left is this stressful last month and Im free for all...well....not at all....

My my....spm....its giving me massive headache....white hairs...man...fine ....any way...I had quite a time in sin min thanks to u guys...

ok....lately ive been changing blog site....

feel free to drop by http://aguguceaser.spaces.live.com/

2009年4月25日星期六

枫林之别

垂直的枫林路,望着红枫叶一片片的掉落,像叶雨般,蒙罩着我的视线。但你离去的背影,依然随着那片叶海中漂流而去。
枫叶火红的颜色,正反映着我心中对你的那片热情与痴情。但你的风刀霜剑给狠狠地吹熄了。曾经一度温暖贴心的夏天,随着秋风横扫过那枫林的暖间,把我带到了冰冷的冬天。在冰天雪地的当刻,站在山峰上辽望着你归来的足迹。盼望着你为我准备的咖啡,把相隔我们的那座冰山给溶化掉。
回味着你过去的任性,回味着你过去的幼稚,也回味着你过去刁难我的贪玩表情。希望在这些日子在你心田中所说培育的果树,收获的果实并没有想象中的鲜甜.在不少的心思及照顾下成长的梨树,长出的是一粒粒酸溜溜的鲜橙,但对我这与鲜橙情有独钟的农夫而言,鲜橙在酸也会是甜的。
眼看着你离去,慢慢地,把你从枫林的边缘送到世界的尽头,我跟随你,走到世界的另一个尽头。因为我相信地球的球形会让我们在这世界的某处再次相会。但我并感觉不到你的体温,更找不到你为我留下的任何痕迹。随着时间把那失望的感觉冲淡,我的脸上,出现的皱纹,夹着一丝丝的无奈,一丝丝的沧桑。我也唯有等待,但等待的日子谜会比我坚强,因为你不会是一个人等待。
春风吹起,但春天不常带着希望的讯息。大风吹着,吹起了一阵阵花香。眼前满满的鲜花,扣人心弦,但我但我无意为之停留,只因为,我的心里,挂念的是那枫林里的枫叶,容得下的,也只有那枫叶。你的身影,仿佛已在那花香中,悄悄的出现,但我却找不到你的踪影。我的心,犹如那期盼平静的枫树,但那风儿却一股股的吹来,树欲静而风不止啊,那风儿就像我对你的思念,一刻都无法停止

风依然吹着,随着花谢的片刻流开。我还是等待着。雨水共着悲伤前来。我不想让你看见我哭泣,只好让泪水随着雨滴倒向大海。因为我坚持相信,狂风再打,雨滴再豪,远方等待的,是温馨的阳光。
有着花香的风吹过了,充满夏日风情的风也刮过了,再来的是让人愁肠的秋风。秋风刮过,枫叶由绿转红,把整座枫林山再次的化成火红色。此地是我宣誓要执子之手,与子偕老的地方,但我今天却单独的来这儿赏识枫林秋景。我已经没力气再等待下个月的冬季了,也没有体力去抗拒冬季的风寒了。
在一次的,人潮把你推向了我,但这次不是你,而是你们。你那无解的眼神,有如海底针。我光是猜测,就可以废寝忘食。我多么想望穿这秋水,但在你眼里我看不到我的身影,只有你对我厌恶的情感。我多么想多望你一眼,不想再一次的让你从我视线里消失,但我还是别开了脸,不多说一句话。
因为我不想让你知道我有多么的想念你。

2009年4月9日星期四

Life's...undefiened....

Someone asked me this morning....why the hell u have't update ur damn blog for years....

True... I almost forget that my blog do exists....every time i switch on my PC... I just wanna heck on some players at DoTA. Where's my life I realise.....I do remember this blog cause I just could't update my Garena engine...hell....

Its April....the month of my birth.... everytime of this year...I've always wondering...how much people notice its my freaking birthday?? my family...and no one else...ya who cares about a jerks birthday..... and thats when I noticed.... almost half of the class knew it... sharply..15th april...the day Emma Watson's birthday.....

My post as a monitor was secure...people started to admit that this funny boy finally had an attitude....a better one... to serve this post... but i knew it ...I was never prepared for any coming up events.....

April May JUne July Augest...darn trial's oming...... and the real one... and the 3 months hell life.... but whos knows.??life ahead...will it be bumpy or will it be flat..... I just gonna finish my 2nd chapter of life...as a school kid....or teenager....

life's short ...enjoy it....a meaningful way




2009年2月20日星期五

Broken Heart....

Things....nowadays.... never seems to be such easy as they used to be...family, relationships....examinations....and tons ,tons and more tons of bundles pressuring on you....

Heart broken...... mum and dad fight after a simple operation of my grandmother..... gt dumped by a girlll i tried to had valentines day with..... exam is two weeks away...yet 10 subjects to revise......+ being a monitor...never being easy.... no matter how hard I tried...no matter how much I tried to protect the title I had.... there are always people saying things......since I being this way-to-go monitor.... I finally realise.... my relationship with friends.... faded....in a way of worst.... sitting on the 1st row....people started saying directly behind me...: well here goes the so-called monitor that wanted to act macho since his the wt* monitor..."...... ya big deal ....wait and see whose result show s the best and dont beg a single tip from me next time when u started crouching at roadside wanting spared moneys....f*** you....

I...was now officially dumped.... by ya you-know-who....... and ya bingo....better still for my SPM year....but i really wanted her so badly....so badly.....

2009年2月14日星期六

Happy Valentines.....

Ahh.....Valentines.....the day the lovers learn how to love their love ones more.....

For some reason.... I was happy....for the sake of....the moon face of my class....gt dumped by her freaking boyfriend(they are both weird)....astalavista.....hahaha.....cant believe there are such kinda ppl.....maybe just for the sake of trying to save the valentine's present....

Well as for me....like the pass few years.... SIngle......but my valentines for this year was packed....Hari Sukan for the morning.... passing with the gurl I liked.... wakakaka....

I brough that particullar gurl a lollipop...(childish)....and planning to gave her a love note....in a bottle next day......Sweet....

Well figer-crossed dudes....have a Happy Valentines.....or Happy Singles Day for those...liked the previouse and pathetic me

2009年1月23日星期五

new year's featuring.....

This week features Venessa HudGens....: Dont just go back and Sneakersnight

Taylor Swift's Love Story..... All those HSM3 songs exspecially......Still there for me

Come back to me ...and Amazed ....too by Ven hudgens


Lastly...Happy CNY dude and dudess...... more ang pows and more fun with frens and family....

Cheers

2009年1月17日星期六

Friends...so much for it...

Now the thing im discussing now does not content any offensive elements...It may be sensitive to some people but...its just discussing.....

Hmm...theres a kinda people in this world,she(ya ,its a she...guess who) dun actually talk to people...and when they felt like having something that you might be USEFUL to her...and she will then come to you and act like:" hey vincent vincent...help me plz..." and make her voice try to sound like she just got fucked up by a dog next door....and whining like:"ah plz lah....dont be like this lah"...shit...is like ur face are already oily enuf to make my eyes blind and HELLO!!!!! cant u be just more normal.... ur way of conversation...the style of walking...shaking ur darn butt like u put cyroform in it.....darn u ...... go whine with ur boyfriend....jerk....

and addition...even shes just the PENOLONG Ketua Lagu....oh ya... she like acting supieior....she just try to make herself like :" ah IM composing a song....please fuck off" and ya great fine ...I had an idea... u dun wan it and fine den....den next thing im talking to the ACTUAL Ketua LAGU....that i had an idea for our year...darn it...she bump out of no where and became like ranning insane....:"why the hell din u tell me bout the idea....dun u think im ur frend??" ya MY BAD MY BAD......and I tried to sang a demo for them...and ya I admit...My tone ran...hahaha....and she just stand there saying :"his voice was like that...dont mind him " ya great....got to HELL.... bitch...fuck ur dork next door...BRAIDE ur VAGINA.......

And today...haha...we ran a marathon....and she still dare come to me and ask with that dog whining voice:" vincent ...vincent....can i borrow ur card....? I left it elsewhere..." ya I do take it out from my pocket ....and slam it on the table...and said..." I had 15 ringgit in it.....and IM SO NOT borrowing u" ya get lost oil faced bitch........

I shud end my post with a well made chinese letters for our end year school magazine.....

:印度神油搽在脸,唱歌做词不要脸,苍蝇大便整张脸,鬼叫傻笑挂在脸

cheers dude.....hahaha

2009年1月12日星期一

Hmm.....Stressed??

Days Nowadays.....its so darn stressful...I dont even notice Im under stress... for some reason without my knowing...Im having my nose running....eyes waterish...and I saw a drop of tear on my freaking MT book....what the...

I din notice much.... the way goes like after New year then theres a March test...then my freaking bday...and after that May holiday...then Mid year test..then Pre SPM trial...and SPM Trial..and then heck...........

SPM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ya SPM are in the corner...and darn... BIO CHEM, MT,MM, SJ...dude there still tons of thing s to cover up....

Ya like what Kim Keat said... I dare not to play with my future...is like to be and not to be....

The road not chosen... the road was the road I walked previouse..... not to mention... I nearly gt expelled from skol thanks to it... and now the road I had Choosen.... made me sick ....having issues....made me a freak...made me fealing not me......

Im lost... in the jungle of hatred and damed....someone....somebody...something ....leading me towards the shadow of stress,relationship crissis....pressing on my shoulder.... like never before...
Like never did...///

....Cheers for all these times....

2009年1月10日星期六

Class Issue...

Ya now our class latest Issue...

1) Congrats me...Im the class vice president....wakakaka..tought job... jobs to handle...things teacher told u to do...but for the end year ko-cu mark...haiz//////

2) New student causing me to have issue....:Grace Mah En Chi, ok..how do I say.....she's not yet included in my class comment previously...so I will write it now.....Number 32 of the class...taking place over Cui Yee...I wonder why would somone like her will take over her place...zzzz.....English educated...Result-more-than-anything kinda guy(I mean gurl).Lucky shes taking over the lagu ketua place so that Sher Ching wont be the cry baby as we dont actually co=operate well with the Ketua Lagu......Cheers Grace

3)As for Sher Ching shes having kinda issue though....she became more spiritual...more active... more warm to me (preciesly) and hmm...wats else do she actually changed?? Attitude...and ya shes gaining on weight

4)As for the last issue, I lost 3kg's since going to Aussie...Im a freaking 75kg jerk again ....what an issue.....

Cheers guys

2009年1月9日星期五

Seventeen...end of being a teen...think for Adulty

Ok, Im so gonna celebrate my 17th birthday this April 15th...now good thing for a teenager...my last year on high school...then maybe I shud did somthing that will make me remember for the rest of my life...yeah I did on my 16th birthday.... and I shud have remain it secret....

Now for my present year's wish...hope that i could get somone into my pants(hahaha) ok next, and the wish I wanted most...Grace...leave me alone plz......

Cheers dude